January 10, 2013


Dear Future Boyfriend,

I am so fed up!

What the f*** is so wrong with me??

You know, i am way past the “everybody has a boyfriend but me :(“-phase.

My friends are starting to get married and have kids, for f**** sake! And me? I never had one real relationship in my life…hell, i never even had a guy i could actually call my boyfriend.

There have been more than enough guys i thought were you, but you never showed up.

Time is running out and that really, really scares me.

Please, show the f*** up soon.

Love,

Me

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Dear Future Boyfriend,

I honestly don’t know where the hell in the world you are, what you’re doing at this very moment, and what your name is. I hope you’re fine and I really hope that you’ll find a way to search where am I. Don’t give up looking for me because I’ll assure you that being with me will be full of magic. Now, I’m struggling emotionally, I’m afraid to give my heart to someone because I’m weak being in pain. Please don’t give up proving to me that you’re the one. I may not believe you at first but please don’t surrender okay? I’m very willing to wait for you because I know that waiting for you will be worth it. And I know that you’ll never give up on me. If you’ll be the one, please stay with me, until infinity ends. 

Love,

Me

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Dear Future Boyfriend,

I still remember the day we met. As soon as I walked into that room I saw you sitting there at a table with your elbows on the table an earbuds in your ears. Four days into college and I already found a boy that took my breath away. And then I listened carefully for your name. I might have been off by a vowel, but that name stuck in my mind. And then I purposely touched your hand that one time so you would talk to me, and I swore I’d do anything for you to speak to me again…

Fast forward a few months and we were inseparable. You were everything I dreamed of. Asian, tall, muscular, wonderful singer, wonderful dancer…we bonded over Jay Park and Taeyang in your car, do you remember? And you always told me you hated how my boyfriend treated me. Remember? And you finally got your chance to make me smile when we finally got together. Our first date was wonderful. Our first kiss was wonderful. Our first dance was wonderful. Everything was wonderful.

I was falling in love with you.

I just wish you hadn’t let me fallen flat on my face as you walked away and laughed.

Is it wrong that I’m still trying to get you back?

Love,

Me

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January 9, 2013


Dear Future Boyfriend,

I look forward to our time together. How we’ll be better together than apart. But that we both understand that time apart is needed, even required.

I’m gonna love you fiercely and with every fiber of my being. I’m gonna show you how much I care in so many ways. Not just in cuddles, and tickle fights. But in notes hidden in your room. And random texts on my lunch break saying that you’re fantastic. I’ll treat you to dinner. And buy you random things when you’re having a bad day. WHen you’re happy, I’ll be happy. When sad, I’ll do what I can to make you smile. I’ll stand beside you for everything. I’ll cheer you on, cheer you up, and be super proud of you. 

When we fight, ‘cause we will, I hope that we can take the time needed to take a step back and then go through the process. To work on it together. To walk through everything, together. 

I’ll be there for you through everything. When you need space, that’s fine. Just let me know. When you want a guy’s night, or just to spend some time alone. 

I look forward to video games and cuddles and nap time. Tickle fights, breakfast for dinner, and walking hand in hand.

Know that I’m fragile. My heart is so huge and I’m so giving, that sometimes I get really upset too easily. I hope you’ll return the effort that I give you: be by my side, be my cheerleader, and my sounding board. Hug me tight and say that everything will be okay — even if you’re not sure. Write me post its with “hey you look good in those jeans”. Basically, show me that you care in many ways. Just like I will for you. 

I’ll be waiting. 

Come find me. 

Love,

Me.

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Dear Future Boyfriend,

Sober me has yet to inform you of my anxiety. Like, actually sit you down and tell you how I actually am. To be honest I’m not quite sure you realize what entails being that close to me. I just hope you’re different from the last guy who completely left. Please be different, because I don’t think I can take it if my recent attacks are reinforced by another nasty breakup. Please, please don’t leave me.

Love,

Me

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Dear Future Boyfriend,

You’ll be my first, and as a college freshman… that makes me feel like a bit of an oddity. Not in a good way, either. Most of the time I feel alright on my own, but lately I’ve been missing you a lot. 

I have a few available options right now, but I can’t divorce myself from the desire for an incredible guy. It’s so unusual for me to ever develop a true crush on anyone, if I think about it I’ve only really had three. I’m not sure what it is exactly, but there has to be something special for me to even take an initial interest, and such a rare, perfect mix of traits to really make me fall. How am I ever going to find you, with these ridiculous demands?

I don’t want a boyfriend just for the sake of having one. And meeting three people who actually did fit my standards only gave them legitimacy.

I wish it were easier for me to fall for someone. I wish it were easier for people to fall for me. And I wish I could just find you. I miss you so much.

Love,

Me

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Dear Future Boyfriend,

We bonded over our favorite band. I’ve never rocked so hard in my life. I loved those quick moments when we’d catch each others’ eye in a sea of elbows & fists, smiling at the start of a song. You were always so chill in class, it made me giggle to see you geeking out over something you adored. I can’t believe how many hours we spent standing in the cold because of our mutual dedication to the fandom. It was still a blast. I want to make more wild memories with you. I’m a handful, but if I’m your girlfriend, “I’ll do anything for you.”

Love,

Me.

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Dear Future Boyfriend,

Can we bake brownies together? And do crazy things like go cliff diving and camp out one night under stars? I hope you love roller-coasters, because I will make you go on the biggest one with me and old my hand. Then afterwards we could pig out on hot dogs and cotton candy and talk about anything and everything. I sincerely cant wait for you to come along, and i hope that when you do or if we’ve met already we can do all the things I’ve dreamed about.

Come soon please!

Love,

Me

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Dear Future Boyfriend,

Um, I’m pretty nervous to get back in another relationship, so please be easy with me.. I’m finally starting to move on since my last boyfriend passed, and I’ve forgotten how a relationship works.. I’m sorry if I come off as shy at first. I’m hoping I don’t scare you away with my past. I apologize in advance for being such a mess. I don’t know how you’ll manage to put up with me, but I’m hoping you will to the best of your ability. I can’t wait until I can finally be happy again. 

I’ve missed getting butterflies in my stomach when I see that special someone. I miss finding a reason to smile. I miss looking forward to something. But most of all, I miss being able to share my heart with someone I genuinely care about. I have a lot to offer, and I’m hoping you’re willing to accept it. 

Patiently waiting, 

Me.

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Dear Future Boyfriend,

Why do I love you? I’ll never know. You get on my nerves, you’re annoying as fuck, you act like such a pussy, yet I still love you. There’s something about you that I can’t explain. I always deny it, yet every time I see you, my heart skips 5 beats. And I wish you could understand. I’m not the girl you think I am. Please, at least give me a chance. It would mean so much….

Love,

Me

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November 16, 2012


Dear Future Boyfriend,

I have liked you since day one. I know you are with her right now, but I won’t stop fighting for you because I know one day you will realize what you are missing. One day you are going to love me back and I can be a very patient person.

Love, 

Me

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Dear Future Boyfriend,

 When I first met you almost a year ago, I didn’t think anything of you. You weren’t very tall, white, and even cute to me. But within three days I got to know you as one of the brightest, most genuine fun loving guys I have ever met. I didn’t fully start falling for you until you went away to live in another state. The whole time you left we kept in touch via Skype, texting, and Facebook. Then you can back over the summer…but I had a boyfriend and the only thing that kept me from reaching over and kissing you that night was the thought of hurting said boyfriend. Now you’re gone again and im single.

Hopefully in January when we are both finally settled in the same city, we will give things a try. I want to try so bad. I want you so much. You make me smile without even trying. You make my heart jump without saying the “right” things. I am so intrigued by your thoughts, feelings and smarts. Little things remind me of you. “I have to fold the laundry or it will get wrinkled” or Domino by Jessie J and also “our” hotel. I really want things to work. You are my last and final push for a fulfilling romantic relationship.  I want to get to know you so much more!I  I (may) love you.

Love,

Me

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Dear Future Boyfriend,

The most important thing you need to know about me is that I am very independent, and have most of my life together with out needing a guy. So I need you to give me a reason to be with you. I don’t just date for fun, but because I think you will be worth it. 

With that said, I am a pursuing artist: I draw, paint, go to art galleries and do all that artsy stuff. But I also love listening to music, reading, watching TV, cooking, snuggling up with my blankets on my bed (though a male body is preferred), nature, and exploring the crap out of things. 

If we click, I hope you will try the best you can and fight for me or else I will just friend zone you like everyone other guy I meet.

Be strong and see you in the future.

Love,
Me

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November 15, 2012


Dear Future Boyfriend,

I want you to know that I’m waiting for you. I’ve been really hurt, and I want to give up, but I’m waiting for you. I don’t know who you are, but I can’t wait to meet you and fall in love with you. To learn every little thing about you, to try getting into the things you like, to learn your flaws, to find my favorite things about you, just to learn who you are.

I’ve worked really hard on trying to be a good girlfriend and I think I’m ready to show someone how hard I’m willing to try to make it work. I can promise you, if we fall in love, I will do anything to make it work. My last boyfriend really broke my heart, but I learned a lot from him, and I’m excited to get to prove myself.

I can’t wait to grow with you. That’s probably my favorite part. Don’t get me wrong, I love dates and affection and all those cute things. I’m a sucker for romance and affection. In fact, I have more affection than anyone I know. But my favorite part of a relationship is shaping each other, improving together, and watching each other grow.

I don’t really have a type, but maybe you do. So here are some things that I like: Doctor Who, board games, snow, tea, comic books, video games, DND, Chevy trucks, camo, Disney princesses, psychology, tumblr, being socially awkward, helping people, dancing in the rain, shoulders, cats, and big dreams. I like a lot of things, really. I’m sure you’ll figure them all out eventually.

I have no idea who you are, where you live, or how I will meet you. But I can’t wait to meet you. <3 See you soon?

Love,

Me

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Dear Future Boyfriend,

It’s almost Thanksgiving. Which means I’ll be 21 next month. I always thought that by the time I was 21 I’d be in a serious relationship with the man I would most likely marry. But here I am, single, writing this letter to you. I’ll probably tell you all these things when I see you next week. But just in case I don’t, I’m going to leave them here for you. I love you. I am in love with you. I literally cannot wait until you can see that those are the truest things I’ve ever said, instead of just thinking it’s adorable and that I mean as friends. I love you. I want us to be together. I want your genuine heart, and your honest eyes, and your perfect smile and your beautiful hands to be mine. I’ve been waiting so long for them to be mine. But don’t worry, I’ll keep waiting. Stay gold, ponyboy, because I love you. 

Love,

Me

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