February 5, 2013


Dear Future Boyfriend,

I don’t know why I’m writing this. I don’t think you’ll ever be my boyfriend. I think you’re my soul mate, whether we stay best friends forever, become lovers, or even if you leave me and we meet again in the future. I think you’ll find your own silly way back to me.

I love our talks. I love our adventures. I feel like I can’t do any of them with any other person. We go for long walks in the woods and we fall on our butts in the mud and water. We climb fallen trees until we just can’t keep our grip any longer.

Just the other day you told your dad we were going to go to a friends house. What really happened? You took me to Starbucks and then we drove around the countryside until we literally needed our phones to find our way back home. We did doughnuts in an empty parking lot and pulled over every 3 minutes to take pictures of the scenery. (I’ve always secretly wanted to do that.)

But today you came over at 9 am. Our plans got ruined by those cranky parents of mine but you went along with us anyways. When we got back however was the best part. We went upstairs and watched tv while I rubbed your back. It doesn’t seem like much but I enjoy how comfortable you are with me. You tell me your secrets like how much you really don’t care about your girlfriend, and how much you are trying to get over your ex.

Slowly but surely you fell asleep in bed with me, while I was continuing to rub your back until the moment when you woke up for work.

I feel like I could spend my life with you. Maybe by the time you leave you’ll realize that you can’t live without me. I can only hope.

Love,

Me.

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Dear Future Boyfriend,

I’ve been patiently waiting for a long time for you to come around. I’ve never had a boyfriend before, so I wonder what it’ll be like. I’m in a rough spot right now, so I’m not sure I’m exactly ready for you. But, one day, when I find you, I want you to love me as much as I’ll love you. I won’t ask for gifts or material things, just time together, nice talks, and love. Lots, and lots of love. 

Love, 

Me

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Dear Future Boyfriend,

I hope you’ll be my yellow umbrella. And I hope you’ll get references like that. I tend to make a lot of references to shows, movies, people and books that I love. I also hope that love does exist, because if it doesn’t love is the most beautiful lie that we have. We’d watch Star Wars, old films, Supernatural, super hero movies, and all sorts of things. I hope the day comes soon when we’ll meet.

Love,

Me.

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Dear Future Boyfriend,

Would you write, would you call, would you come back baby, if, I wrote you a song?

Turns out, the person I thought was my future boyfriend is not. He really hurt me, and maybe it’s not even a good idea for me to have a boyfriend at this point. I’m not emotional, I’m not suicidal, but I am corrupt and I need time to heal before I try this again. That doesn’t mean you shouldn’t find me. It means that I need a really good friend, who isn’t going to leave me because of the bullshit I pull, and can someday be more than friends. I would just like a stable source of attention, I guess.

Love,

Me.

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Dear Future Boyfriend,

I “like” you since I’ve been 11 years old. You’ve been “the one and only” for me for 6 years now. Whenever I see you, I get butterflies in my stomach and smile afterwards. In the past year I went from “liking you” to “liking and wanting and maybe loving you a bit” and I wish we would talk more often. Sometimes I think you like me too, but you had a girlfriend for 8 months and now you broke up with her, perhaps you fell in love with another girl…
I wish I was brave enough to tell you everything so we could end up together at some point of life.

Love,
Me.

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Dear Future Boyfriend,

You have no idea how you make me feel. People may call me delusional for having these feelings, but I can’t help it.

Love,

Me

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January 22, 2013


Dear Future Boyfriend,

I think I found you. You’re perfect in my eyes. You’re taller than me so when I hug you my head lies on your chest. When your arms are wrapped around me, I feel safe and protected because you’re strong and bigger than me. Everything seems perfect when you hug me. When I’m in your arms, I can smell your cologne so I know you take care of yourself. You dress nicely and you look very handsome, cute and adorable. You make me feel like no one else has. Whenever I see you I get butterflies. You make me so happy. You make me laugh a lot. You calm me down when I’m nervous just be simply hugging me for a long time, not letting me go. You have no idea how happy I get when you hug me, put your arm around me and turn around just to walk with me when you see me in the hallway. You make me feel better about myself. You’re hispanic, and even better you’re Mexican, just like me. I met your family before, your younger brother is adorable and your sister is beautiful. Good looks run in the family. Our children are gonna be beautiful. 
Only my best friend knows that I like you, so its a secret to the rest of them. But they see us hugging all the time and some are starting to think we like each other. When we hug, they’re like “Uyy, look at you two.” You respond “She’s my best friend.” Which makes me really happy. Then they say “Looks like you two are more than just best friends.” I honestly wish we were. I really like you and I’m trying to show it to you. I hope that we go out soon. I like you. A lot. 
Love,
Me 

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Dear Future Boyfriend,

Be the Corey to my Topanga? Can we stay up late having long talks about the world and our futures, sit under the stars, drink tea, and cuddle? Will you argue with me playfully and then kiss me? And hold me when I cry over movies and tv and watch them with me when I make you? I promise to love you wholeheartedly and never forget how lucky I am to have you. Only if you’ll love me even when I’m difficult to be with. One last question, find me soon?
Love,
Me

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January 21, 2013


Dear Future Boyfriend,

I’m kind of emotionless. I mean, not really. I get angry a lot over really insignificant things. But I don’t really feel romantic feelings for anything or anyone ever since my last best friend. You see, we were the best of friends, and we spoke every day. One day, he finally confessed that he was in love with me. A month later, he stopped replying to my texts. I think the cancer got to him, but it might have been himself who did him in. That sort of ruined me, so feelings for real people are hard to come by anymore. If you could help me fix that, it’d be amazing. Oh, also. I’m afraid of everything. Darkness, insects, you name it, I probably am afraid of it. I have OCD tendencies because of my anxiety. I’m always cold, so you’ll get that complaint a lot. I dunno, man. I suck, but I really like boys and I kinda would like to have one in my life.
Love,
Me 

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Dear Future Boyfriend,

For about two years, I thought you were disguised as my best friend. But I was wrong. It hurts still to know you aren’t. I sometimes do cry seeing the photos of him and I kissing and just how happy we were in those photos. One could see just by the way we kissed how much we were into each other. But, he had his chance and didn’t take it. I broke up with my ex who treated me wrong so we could be together. But someone else came into the picture. And that was you.

You’re everything I could have dreamed for in a boyfriend. It’s hard to find a guy who’s a gentleman. You open doors, pull out my seat, take my dirty plate away when Im finished, and pay for dinner sometimes unless I whip out money before you. You’ve surprise me at work sometimes with lunch or just stop in to say hello quickly. Your sweet words leave me speechless a lot. I find myself very lucky to have you come into my life and become mine. We have a lot in common on many parts of life as well as enjoyments in life. We enjoy the same type of music and movies. And nerd out playing video games. I actually blame you for getting me into them again and dusting off my N64. You’re even my type when it comes to looks. I feel like I hit the jackpot. You’re everything bundled up into the perfect boyfriend.

I told you I wanted to take things slow, but from how things have progressed between us, that wasn’t happening. An that’s fine when I think about it. Why hold back on things that are suppose to happen.

Even after knowing about some things that would make a guy run in the other direction, it didn’t bother you. You saw me for me and accept any flaws that I come with. You view everything on a much deeper level and are so understanding. I feel that you are to good for me at times. You’re perfect in my eyes in every way possible. I’ve never have smiled so much in my life. You leave me smiling ear to ear with it being the most goofiest. Even you yourself come with some extra baggage. And I myself can look past that with you when with someone else I might not have been able to.

I know you hate it, but I can’t stop spoiling you. But I know deep inside you like it. You told me no one has treated you the way I do. You feel special for once and that you actually matter to someone. And I hope you continue to feel like that with me. You’re an amazing human being who I’m happy to call mine. You deserve the best so I will make sure that’s what you get everyday.

I look forward to all the adventures we dream of and have planned. Can’t wait to take you to club nights an concerts with me.  Our trips around the country and much more. Honestly, I could go on and on about you if I wanted. But that will be left for a other time. I’ll simply end this with a Thank You for being who you are and how you are to me.

Love,

Me

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Dear Future Boyfriend,

You are missing from me. Please get into my life soon.

Love,

Me

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Dear Future Boyfriend,

Let’s get drunk and watch The Breakfast Club in our underwear while eating mexican food.

Love,

Me.

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Dear Future Boyfriend,

I guess it’s wrong for me to write a letter calling you my “Future” boyfriend; you’re my current boyfriend, my future fiance, and my future husband. 

I remember writing a letter to you, probably around this time last year. Stressing how much I cared about you and wished that you would feel the same. I was so afraid to leave you, and to not have you. Time was wearing thin for us, had I not gone to Denver, you would have never realized your feelings and we wouldn’t be together. I love you so much though. I love your smile, your eyes, your kisses and hugs. I love the way you do silly things with me, and let me do silly things without judging me. I love how you’re always there for me, and how I can trust you with my life. You’re my bestfriend, and my love. I can’t wait till July when we move in together. 

Love,

Me. 

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Dear Future Boyfriend,

Be the Corey to my Topanga? Can we stay up late having long talks about the world and our futures, sit under the stars, drink tea, and cuddle? Will you argue with me playfully and then kiss me? And hold me when I cry over movies and tv and watch them with me when I make you? I promise to love you wholeheartedly and never forget how lucky I am to have you. If only you’ll love me even when I’m difficult to be with. One last question, find me soon?
Love,
Me

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Dear Future Boyfriend,

I can’t save you. I can only love you.

Love,
Me 

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